Soon after we consider the 2 cautions I discussed in the last post, we are moved by Packer to another wonderful concept - we are known by God. To many, this is petrifying, and rightfully so. We all should initially feel a sense of fear when we think that God knows us completely. I reflect back to a song by Caedmon's Call where the group sings, "No one would love me if they knew all the things I hide." I recall sharing that line with my father many years ago when I first heard it and he just shook his head in humble agreement.
But the beauty of God is that He loves is in spite of the mess we are. He knows us fully - all the mess, all the pain, all the facade - and He still looks at us with a deep paternal love. He looks at us and says, "I know it all - and I love you just the same." This is truly a miracle.
I recall a few years ago praying before teaching a class at the church building one night. I prayed, "God please let me..." and then I stopped and re-started, "God, glorify Yourself in tonight's class." And then I stopped again and laughed. I started for a third time, "God, you know that I was going to pray for You to help me to not look stupid tonight, but then I stopped because it didn't sound good. But since You know everything, I pray both these prayers - help me to do well, to not look stupid AND to glorify You even if it means I DO look foolish."
In all the ego and self-absorption of that moment, God loved me no more or less than the moment before.
He knows us and loves us. Thanks be to God.
- tC
